so who's gunna watch you die?

this post is more than a little late. oh well. shit happens. shows and classes and life happen.

but.

five years.

fuck man.

I remember the confusion. the not understanding. the understanding. I remember hearing friends of mine talking ab0ut enlisting. I remember anticipating a war.

and now....

I don' even know. WE don't even know.

I get so caught up in my own little life and my own personal life plans.....I forget about all the BIG issues that are out there.

I know I cannot completely understand what is going on all over the world...but dammit I should at least try harder. we all should.

What will happen the day that we are given a choice to make this a better country? are we going to claim ignorance and apanthy? or will we have the balls to stand up for that America should be and IS no matter how overshadowed or hidden?

I worry because we are so big. America is fuckin HUGE, how can we ever expect to agree on anything? and, maybe we shouldn't. but still.....our democracy is not perfect. and I can't stand those who blindly believe it is.

I'm tired. I wish I could understand.

I wish I could DO SOMETHING.

I wish it would all go aways sometimes...