so...I will probably not be able to post for a long time friends. I am being wisked away, against my will (at least, the hastiness is against my will) back home. My mother is freaked out that I am going to die or something if it's not HER heating my Ramen and pouring my tea.
I love my mother dearly, and I appreaciate and understand her concern, but really, she is being FAR too hasty. I am scrambling to try and figure out all my class shit before she arrives TONIGHT to get me.
fuck.
All I'm asking for is Wednesday. That way I can make sure everying thing is arranged and I can pack and say my goodbyes. Half of my closest friends are leaving for London in Jauary and I'd like a moment to tell them I'll miss them.
but no. Two days will SURELY kill me!
I'm frustrated and cranky. Basically because she thinks she can just fix everything for me, when she CANT ANYMORE.
I'm having a serious bout of intependence and being "mommied" is the LAST thing I want right now.
It doesn't help that I actually have REAL things I am waiting on. Like responces from two of my teachers as to whether I can actually take an incomplete without failing my final.
fuck.
anyways. It'll work out in the end.
it will.
but, the point is, I will be going home to the land of the Dead Computer where the internet no longer roams. Thus meaning....no postings for the Jessi.
So, Merry Christmas!! Happy New Year!! and enjoy the snow we've gotten!!
peace.
